Lately about me, myself and I...

Thanks for viewing my blog and given comments, MimiYeap and Lim??




I was wondering who is this Lim anyway??
I bet wouldn't be Ms Lim Hui Yin??


U know what I feel about? Lately i don't talk much, I don't trust any friends anymore...No one can be trusted!! Seriously, the more you shared with your friendssss, the more topics they have and spread around and never respect you at all...



I was so kind to all my friend, my so called best friend!! A big huge group, but now... non of them are by my side, except Elaine Chew... although i din tell you the details about what is going on but u were standing by my side after all these ppl left.



U know what I'm sad about? From 18 yo till last year, I celebrated my birthday for every single year for 11 years, every year celebrating with some old ppl that i loved so much, people who always hangout together, but now, non of them with me!! Really non... No one is even worth to be with, 10 yrs friend so called BEST FRIEND right?? All bullshit!! Nothing last forever, no matter relationships, friendster, even love from family, cos they might leaving you someday!! And I do believe on one will even sms me on my birthday date itself and greet me "Happy Birthday", no one will, nobody will...

It's okay!! When I was still young, I have Hui Yin, Terry, Seng, Danny, Gavin, Lay Im... Especially Lay Im, Hui Yin and Seng... You all raised me up when I'm on your shoulder, you raised me up to walk on stomy sea, I'm a strong, when I'm on your shoulder, You raised me up to more than I can be... But now where are these people?? Yes, I do admit that I miss these ppl sometimes, but I just can't meet them anymore... Cos they never stand by side and support me from the beginning when i attached with my wife...


Why?? I dunno how much you guys know about my current situations... I'm telling you guys that I'm still fine, we both are getting better now, we have alot of up coming projects... The more you guys thinkI can't or we both can be last forever... The more i want to show you guys that we both still love each other as much as before, even better than before...


Yes, I helped him... but do asked yourself, if you nids help from your lover and your lover don't help you and just walk away?? That's what you call relationship?? That's selfish relationship...

I'm not a hero, I just help my lover that what he needs and I try my best that what i can do... He isn't that bad, not as bad as the scene u guys think...

I love him, so much...like nobody will, even if he leave me one day... I will not regret that to be with him, no matter how poor he is...I know who he is, and i trusted him! Although he is kinda of bad temper all the times, but I wish someday i will change his behaviour into a perfect person!!

Anyway, i try to update my blog frequenly if there is still got readers of mine wanna know to more about me...

Take care guys!

Loves, Ahfred

After all these months

Some people say, Trust, Love, Understanding, Loyalty stands important role in a relationship. But do u really 100% love your one?? Does he/she loves you 100% like what you do? Does he/she understands you? Loyalty?? Do u believe loyalty??

I love you, you know how much i love you...I love you more than anything... I love you till i can sacrified all my friends just because of you... But what happens lately? We seem don't talk that much, we don't have eye contact, although we both still hug each other when we sleep but i still feeling something wrong with somewhere...

It's really my hard time, i dunno how to express my thoughts, my feelings towards you...
I need you, i do believe, without you i won't be standing this far...

I admit it, I don't really trust you from the beginning when we started in this relationship, not to say not trust you at all but I don't trust you for 100%... Precaution, same to everybody else...
I trusted somebody that much, I shared everything with him but end up he told every single details to you... Who should i share my thoughts?? I already lost confidents to friend with anyone, the one i never betray him, i never cheating him, the one i trusted so much than trusting my wife... How dare he betrayed me?? I need someone to talk, but who i should trust now? Talk to my wife?? But how?? Sensitive issued all the time... I'm depressed... I'm suffered! Who else knows? I don't know to how anymore... I nid breathe...I nid a break...

Dear, do u know i can't afford to loose you? Do u know when everytime when you went out with him that I really uncomfortable?? I really dun wan you to go out with him sometimes but i can't do anything to stop you... I just can't do it...
Yah right, you want to have your time... I remembered what you sms me yesterday... I will never ever forget it... Sometimes I do really feel he talked to him more than talked to me... I felt jealous when i see him make you laughed and smiled...
I can see when you laughed when everytime he jokes to you, that was the greatest scenes i will never fulfill you since day 1 till now. I'm not good in expressing my feeling as i told you...I loves to talk but all nonsenseness but when we talk i mean just 2 of us talk...all the time i was the one who always sit aside and listen and never against you... I wish somehow i could be brave to talk to you like what to talk to me...

This is what make me unhappy... U refuse to be putting your relationship status as engaged and put back single in facebook?? Yes, although it doesn't make sense but why?? Why u want stated as single? Instead of in a relationship?? I'm really unhappy for that, but I pretend nothing happens... I'm nearly crazy then... I don't know who am i suppose to talk to now... You don't even know what i want...like what i don't even know what you want.... It's hard...

Finally I found someone that i love so much...

A picture of him that i feel so sexy...

Our family photos taken during his birthday on 16th March 2009

Pictures of ours and the craziest dog - dolly

The 1 day trip to Butterfly farm at Telok Bahang....

The place we both met again...The Momo..Penang

The LTH Cruise we went on 1st time after 2 weeks...

That's my favourite one....Sexy issit?

On the day we both did the same hair cut...

Too cute for me....

Our kids? no lah...his nieces...

We knew each other since year 2004, but that time i was still attach with my maro, he was attached with someone he loved...but after all these yearsss, I met him again at Momo on last year 28th December 2008 then we started our relationship until...

it's gonna last forever...I knew it...

It was hard when we both start this relationship, there are so many things involved...I had sacrified alot of things and but i had no regrets...coz he is great, amazing, understanding, sexy, beautiful, care of at all times...

He can cook, dance and pole dance, do house keeping, and very presentable at all times...

I can't imagine what will happens if i let him go...but no way...it's not gonna happens!

I won't let him go...

It's been more than a weeks!!

Some of you must be thinking that I'm really sick of it!! I worked out so hard for my muscle, sometimes i went to gym twice a day!! Really sick man...About a weeks ago, my favourite coach in Celebrity Fitness told me that to build our muscle with tone, we need to take beef, lamb, and skip all those karbohidrat's food like rice, bihoon, koay teow, koay kak, mee, bread...All of them are my favourite food.

But finally i had made it...but it really works for me, finally i see some a little results better than before, some of fat on my chest and tummy are gone now...the muscle are coming out now, oh my god, my chest popping out, even my bisep and tricep. Thanks Azman!!

Continuously for eating beef in 2 months, Azman said the results will be the one I always wanted. I trust him, but it's kinda sad coz some pimple keep popping out after taking those beef everyday, and eggs...10 eggs per day... Keep it up!! I know i can do it!!

It's Sunday!!

Last saturday I played mahjong till 2am then went to bed around that time then woke up at 8am in the morning then I went to had breakfast with Lay Im and Chee Ping at India Market...So crowded guys!! So healthy I mean doing all this aunties things...Hahhahhaa!!


My favourite soya bean's stall and the Kee Ya Kuih...Love that!!

Mee Curry!! Yum Yum!!

Wantan Mee is delicious too...



Common' guys, try to wake up early in the morning and go for a walk in the market!! It's Fun!!

You can go with me on every sunday :) Call me!! *_^

Boring Saturday!!

Finally I have recovered from sick, I have been sleeping for the passed 2 days, more than 40 hours if I'm not mistaken...I can't even sit on the desk and chat or do anything...all I did was just lying on the bed and sleep whole day and night...Gosh!! Hate that feeling, Hate to be sick!!
When i woke up this morning, I sent a msg to my sister and say "I'm fully recovered now, let's go breakfast", I had a heavy brunch...Nasi Kandar...
After that we both went to CTY Aquarium to buy a Fish which cost RM40...then went back home and play mahjong till 7pm, then I went to out have dinner with someone then come back and play mahjong till 2am plus....Damned tired now...Most of my friends went to clubbing but I still prefer staying at home and playing mahjong instead. Adioz...ZZZ

Brand New Me

Noticed what is the different about me?? I'm wear natural lens, no more color lens...

I lost 4kg this week, coz everyday workout but only took Quaker's OAT...

I wish to lose more weight, I wanna hit my target!! I wish I will reach 58kg by the end of this month....Quaker's Oat Boleh!!! Lolz..!!!